When is it Enough in a marriage?
Written by admin on February 25, 2010 – 5:36 pm -Before me and my wife got married and we were datting, she had cheated on me, went out with other guys and flirted with guys online. I let it go and felt she was truelly sorry. Then we got engaged and she looked up her ex online while she was living with me and I was working, taking care of her (on my computer). Not to mention she had a million celeb. crushes that made me feel I could never be what she wanted. Now that we are married I feel still I am not good enough. I try to be romantic, think of her, get her flowers every other day, write her poems, make her dinner, buy her what ever she wants and do anything in my power to make her happy. But still I feel as she is playing mind games with me, trying to make me jealous! she rarely complements me (only when I tell her she has not said anything nice to me for days) and it is to the point she is calling me an idiot and an ass. We argue alot but I never call her names or yell. She has even thown a cup of pop at me when I told her I was going for a walk to cool down from arguing. I feel I want to forgive her past, but how can I if she wont let me forget it? she always talks about places she went clubbing and such with her freinds and it drives me nuts!!! I feel we are doomed for devorce but I really dont know what to do. Is my jealousy to blame if this marriage fails? if so, how do I forgive her past? She is also my first… I am her 3rd. plus the time she cheated on me… I have never gone clubbing nor want to. How do I get over all of this? I am trying my best to forget but it seems she doesnt want me to.
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